So the truth has come out. My weight gain is a problem!?! How do I know this you ask…
Mylover and I have an ongoing conversation about the dinner. Well this morning for whatever reason (mainly because I could not sleep because I was trying to come up with a solution to our dinner situation), I asked mylover what he was doing about dinner. I should have known that asking this question at 5am was not the best idea. I’ve been counseled a few times about the timing of my rapid fire questions. But I didn’t really see it as a problem…this time I just had the one question.
Well come to find out…this question set mylover on a bad course for the day. That was not my intent…I just wanted to know how he could help with dinner. I can always tell when mylover is miffed at me. I know because when I send him a text I don’t get a response. Well after taking to mylover this afternoon he finally returned my text. He had a lot to say but the last line was most telling…”if I asked you about what you’re doing about your weight at 5am you might be pissed too.”
So there you have it… I can’t even be bad…I’ve totally and utterly let myself go.
To answer the question, I’m sticking to these damn points and working out. 
I’m hungry as a m-effing bear right now!! But I’ll be damned if I’m the fat wife who has lost her husband’s interest. Nope, not me!
No more starting, stopping, and starting again. It’s on!
What’s your motivation?
I wish I could say I’ve found my motivation, but I haven’t. Life has been very frustrating for me these last few weeks. Unfortunately food has been my source of comfort and it shows every time I put on clothes or rather try to fit into some clothes. I know I have got to be my motivation, but right now I’m not. Keep up the good work and continue to stay focused.
Thanks for the comment. You’ll get back on track in due time.
Don’t starve yourself. I eat ALL day, but small portions. Since I’m a vegetarian I pack plenty of fruits and vegetables. Try sliced apples w/ peanut butter topped w/ granola. It usually curbs my appetite.